That Feeling II

You have a feeling at the back of your head

and you don’t know where to place it.

You search through your life but cannot find a source.

It has no parent.

So you suppress it into a little home at the back of your head

where you lock it away until the right moment comes.

Because you will know when you find what your orphan feeling is.

You will know,

because the orphan feeling is what defines you.

It represents your needs,

your desires,

what eventually makes you function.

It reflects what is most important to you.

Not right now.

Not what’s important right now,

but will be important later in life too.

Some people go through a lot to find their orphan feeling,

some let it come,

some neglect it

and some go crazy trying to figure it out.

But When you figure it out,

when you’ve found your orphan,

you will know,

it might change you – or your life

or it might not,

but it will make impact.

Because it is often the case

that when you find your orphan,

you find out who you really are.

I’ve found my orphan feeling.

Have you?